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Notes from Austin Volume 2 #35

LODGER's Notes


Including thoughts on Hobble, Nina Simone, Halloween at Charlies, The Atomic Cafe, Normal Ohio, The $treet and more...
Last Monday, I went to see Hobble at the 710. By chance, I met Oriah, the lead singer, on the way into the club and he was kind enough to slip me a CD sampler of some of their newer and older stuff that he made for me. Oriah and I chatted for quite a bit and I got to learn some pretty interesting things about him including the fact that he was once the P.A. on a TV show called "Going to Extremes." This was a hour long thing from the producers of "Northern Exposure" put on during the heyday of that popular show. It was shot in Jamaica.

Oriah also told me that he is from Utah and a lapsed Mormon. I told him that the two best boyfriends I ever had were Mormons and we had a great joke about how cool it is when Mormon boys go evil. It was funny.

Oriah and the guys, of course, put on a wicked set early in the night even though the place was far from crowded. Zeke were playing at Emo's and Oriah was even looking forward to going over there and catching their set. I was happy to catch Hobble again and be reminded of why they are the best little band in town. I guarantee you will not get more entertainment bang for your buck than you will at a Hobble show.

One of the many things I discussed with the front of the band is the recording process that the group undergoes in the studio. While "Wreckid," their debut CD, is an interesting and solid outing from the band, "Blackmassking" seems to give a distorted picture of the quartet. Even the "Austin Chronicle" misread the guys and seemed to think them violent and abusive. Hobble is, in fact, one of the most fun and entertaining thrash metal bands in town. "Blackmassking" is quite hard and far too sterile for my tastes. Although "Backward DJ" and "Suicidal Blunder" are performed as well as you will ever see the band do the tunes live, the spark of the band, namely Oriah's performance, is nowhere near the energy or buzz of a live show. This is the key element, that undefineable X, that stands in the way of the band achieving any sort of real commercial success: How to make a CD sound as kick ass and fun as a live show.

I have oft mentioned that part of the band's greatest asset is the kick-ass musicians who allow Oriah to be Oriah. Whether live or on CD, the band is one tight little unit. They rock consistently. On the CD sampler Oriah gave me, new songs like "78 Speed" and "The Cowboy Song" are far better at capturing what it is that makes Hobble so astounding. Perhaps it is because these are (presumably) demos and "underproduced," therefore the songs come across as much more raw and powerful than their other studio outings.

On the new songs, the lyrics come out to be much more important as well. Here is where Oriah can often come across as harsh and angry. On the cold written page, the lyrics for "A Killing" or "You and You and You" (both on "Blackmassking") seem angry, bitter and violent. I was surprised when I read the lyrics to these songs. Oriah never comes across as violent but his lyrics certainly are. On stage, these songs take on a air of release and passion. Oriah comes across not as angry, bitter, or even as a victim, but rather as a showman who makes the most out of his wanton desire to pure every ounce of energy into the moment as it happens. Oriah is a sweat-drenched madman by the end of Hobble's set and he seems, more than anything, willing to literal exhaust himself for our pleasure. He is a giver-God. A pure performer.

With the new tune "78 Speed," Oriah's sense of poetry and romantic cynicism seems much more playful and far less bitter than his prior songs. "If I could pick anything to be," he tells us, "I'd be a guitar with one string." He continues by suggesting that this is what his intended would want him to be so that she could "play (him) day," and "play (him) night." Here we understand Oriah's more playful side. Although he is somewhat frustrated by the whole idea, he puts on a happy tone, gently mocking his lover's intent. Portrayed as a frustrated, romantic underdog, we adhere to him because we feel the same and/or we feel we can be the one to save him from this doomed and pitiful relationship. In the next verse, he sings to a lover who wants to simply play him as a record over and over (records are strong symbols in Oriah's lyrics). The lover only hears the one song on the old 78, that's all she wants, over and over. The lover doesn't realize that the 78, i.e. Oriah, is singular and rare and precious. We do. She wants nothing more than the same song over and over while we see him as this rare oddity, a 78rpm record. Woiw. After his rage erupts and ends the song, we feel like we are the ones who could rush in to to comfort him. Finally, he realizes this lover is not interested in him truly as the unique entity he is, but rather as a comfortable and familiar, unchanging tune. There is no anger here but rather frustration and a hunger for understanding. We understand.

On another new tune, "The Cowboy Song," Oriah sings that he "used to be in movies back when I was gay" but the lyrics aren't insulting or derogatory. Rather he's a confused symbol of masculinity, with a bravado so false that he himself does not believe in it, trying desperately to connect with anyone or anything. Unfortunately, again as an antihero, his field of options seems as barren as an dessert plain in the old West. When isolation and disinterest are all that greets the barbarosa, he gets drunk, angry and then moves on into the sunset unsatisfied. Again, we can't quite figure out why no one sees the worth in him and allows such loneliness to continue.

The most beautiful and indicative ideals of what makes Oriah a great frontman are expressed in the song "Creeping," which may or may not be an old tune. I've never heard the guys do this one live and it is very slow, quiet and haunting. The song, which recalls Alice in Chains at their very best, shows us Oriah as a "voyeur" into our world who watches from a distance as we dance and play in the moonlight. He wants to join us but seems unable to. More to the point, he seems to enjoy it when we shun him, becoming a true alien masochist who finds it beautiful when we "push (him) down." Forever an outsider, Oriah wants to join the party but can't seem to figure out exactly how to do so. We can relate easily.

Cold and seemingly unable to connect with anyone or anything passionately, Oriah's true self finally emerges in the throw-away hidden track "Nighlight" where he sweetly begs us to come over and spend the night. He wants to listen to our records, sing songs with us and dance on the lawn with us, but only if no one sees. Needing a nightlight to keep darkness (and pain and fear) away, Oriah wants just this "secret" night and he will move on. We are only more than happy to oblige. Oriah lets us into his secret heart but only for a moment. His wounded heart and troubled soul opens up to us as dark desire but only for a moment, and then, spitting us out, he disappears at sunrise.

What many mistake for anger and bitterness and violence, which lyrically rears it's ugly head on Hobble's "Blackmassking," is in fact fear, isolation and awkward angst. Only through the ritual of a live performance is Oriah able to exorcise these demons and "hook up" with his audience. After all, we are just like him, outsiders, losers, loners, looking for a God in a Godless world and finding only an alien soul who seems to know exactly how we feel. He may spend the night but he leaves while we are still asleep and we vaguely see his outline in the sunrise as he moves on... Much to our dismay, we do not have what it is he needs.


I went to the "Lucky Numbers" premier on Tuesday but didn't stay to see the film. I did see Harry and Jay Knowles there. Christine, the Paramount rep, is also the Artisan rep as well. And she is a P.A. on "Austin City Limits." She gave me some tickets to check out a taping the next night but I couldn't find anyone to go with. I know Dar Williams was one of the performers. I tried to call Xanna but couldn't get ahold of her. I must e-mail her.

Speaking of Artisan, some of the "premiere" regulars, an annoying bunch really, went to the "Blair Witch 2" sneak. Everyone said it sucked. Well, everyone except Harry Knowles. Did you see the weird quote from him in the Artisan ad for the movie in the Chronicle?


My friend Kelly came by recently and borrowed some CD's to burn. My new pal Josh stopped by the other day too and borrowed my vid copies of "Pink Flamingos," "Nowhere" and Warhol's "Women in Revolt." Josh is awesome wicked and we talked about movies for hours. I'm really digging him and I hope we get to know each other better. That reminds me too. Josh turned me on to "At the Drive In" and I heard their song on 101X the other day. They sound much like Rage Against the Machine" but not as angry. I dig them lots. I want their CD and, now that I think of it, the new U2 CD as well.
John Christensen had a Halloween party over the weekend and it was way crazy. John Marshal, Zaphod, Bob Dude Bob, Trish the Dish and several of the original clique were there. Patrick and the Lube TV Arkestra stopped by for a bit and did some weird performance art piece. These guys are always so trippy and weird, they don't know what to say to me. Nor I them. Ryan, whom John met on the set of "Miss Congeniality" was decked out in a Roman toga. Some guy John met on the set of "American Outlaws" was there too. He plays the bartender in the film. John was dressed up like a glam rock Judy Jetson, complete with purple wig and he looked really good. Zaphod came in drag and looked like a bad "Frank N. Furter" impersonator. By the end of the night, he was reduced to bikini undies, fish nets, high heels, make-up and a wig. We were having a blast! Oh yeah, Tim the Wonder Horse came by as well. But his girlfriend would only let him hang for a couple hours. He missed the party when it was getting truly weird.
This past Monday, I went to the Bass Concert Hall on the UT campus to see Nina Simone. A black jazz singer who is getting on a bit in years, Simone was a radical in the 60's and 70's before giving up on the USA and moving to France. Like Josephine Baker before her, she was much better appreciated abroad. Simone, who is a classically trained pianist, played with a five piece combo. The woman must be 70. And while she was far too fragile to be on stage and performing, it sure was awesome to see her live, even if it did cost $50. Was it worth it? Well, the concert was only a few minutes over an hour (with a bit of a long intermission and drum solo), but I'd much rather have paid and went then to have sat at home and wondered what I might have missed.

Simone was shaky from the start with her opening signature of "Black is the Color of My True Love's Hair," sounding ragged and unrehearsed. Her voice was not quite warmed up. Simone and the band tooled through many songs, including a version of George Harrison's "Here Comes the Sun," seeming like a group of friends who were just jamming, trying to improvise and follow the singer. At times it was a poor substitute for a concert. But often, after this initial fragility, Simone took flight in song. "Mississippi Goddamn" and a song about MLK were particular standouts. "See Line Woman" could not have been better performed if it were 1970. Simone often, in her grandmotherly condition, wobbled to center stage to sing on a microphone placed there. She sang at the piano, sang acapella, encouraged the audience to sing and clap and told stories as well. When the audience was not responsive enough (and it was mainly a bunch of rich white assholes in the crowd), Simone whipped a grass whisk in the air to stir us up! In this 65 minute show, she won over an audience hungry for her beauty and her knowledge. Sure, her records will always stand as a reminiscence of a time in African-American culture which found much hardship and growth. Her negro spirituals and modern classics placed side by side bring forth an experience of America that can be found nowhere else in the arts. Simone's personal songs, especially the breath-taking portraits of "Four Women" (which, sadly she did not perform), are insightful and important moments in cultural American history. Paying $50 to see her live now, aged and far too old to perform up to par, was still money well spent. The concert was a seeming final love letter to fans, a friendly reminder of the importance of the woman. She cannot be forgot.

The concert at Bass Hall was in many ways like spending an hour with a beautiful old grandmother who sang songs, reminisced, and played piano for us. She entertained her grandchildren. But Grandma's tired now. Hopefully our applause and cheers were a goodnight kiss to a grand lady of American art, a loving thank you for a career that continues to leave an indelible mark on our collective American consciousness. Nina Simone's experience is the African America experience given voice and wings. At times, on Monday night, that voice was as loud, as brilliant and as resonant as it ever was. I was lucky enough to be their at her skirttails, listening, in awe, wide eyed, and in love.

God Bless you Grandma. I will hold you in my heart.


Halloween night I went to Charlies, a gay bar here in Austin. I had never been before and a guy I work with invited me to go out. On a whim, I called Xanna and she agreed to go to. Her wife Ann was working but getting off at midnight and some other friends of theirs, Suzanna and Amy, were going to pick Ann up and meet us there. We were also going to go check out Atomic Cafe.

Usually on Tuesdays at Charlies, they apparently have dick dancers and lots of young guys in attendance. This night, Halloween, was crowded with all sorts of guys and all sorts of queens. It was a blast. I wore my cheap Monk's robe that I got a few Halloweens ago and put some weird black make-up on my face, sort of an evil Friar Fuck. The robe made me look fat but I figured what the heck.

Also on Tuesdays Charlies does a cheap beer blast where you can drink draft for a quarter after buying your first beer. I only spent about $8 on Tuesday which is definitely the cheapest buzz I've had since I moved to Austin.

I saw my friend Eric, who dressed up like Superman as well as my friend Lindsay, who now lives in College Station. He was on vacation and had been in Dallas for the past few days.

You always meet interesting people when you hang with Xanna and before too long she had met a guy named Bill from Temple, who was originally from Boston like Xanna herself, and his snooty boyfriend Ken. Ken must have been in the bathroom or something when Bill met Xanna and invited us to sit with him because when Ken arrived at the table he looked at me and X like, who the fuck are these weirdos.

After Suzanna, Amy and Ann arrived, we drank more and talked about going to Atomic but kept getting drinks. Everytime I turned around, Xanna and Ann would be talking to the cutest guys in the place. What is it about lesbians that attracts men? Even gay ones? I met a cute young guy from San Antonio named Ashton who works for The Gap. I thought he was really attractive and wanted to talk to him but, of course, never had the balls. Finally, somehow, we were in line waiting for beer together and I said something to him. Or maybe he said something to me. Either way, we started to talk. Now usually, when I see someone cute and actually get to talk to them, they turn out to be assholes, but Ashton was sweet and genuine and nice. I really liked him.

Ann was talking to some little hottie who turned out to be named Tim. For some weird reason, he was trying to talk Ann into getting into radio even though he himself isn't making it in the biz and is working as a waiter. Tim was from Houston but when I quizzed him on the people he knew in radio there, he seemed to have all the right answers. I thought he was kinda hot, he wore his shirt unbuttoned and had a really nice chest, but he was also drunk and a bit of an ass. I think Ann thought he was an idiot.

We were going to Atomic, but Ann ran into some of her co-workers, so we ended up hanging out at the front of Charlies for another 20 minutes. I got to give Ashton a hug when he left and also said goodbye to Lindsay.

We went to Atomic and Xanna talked to some of the guys there including Lowell. I thought Lowell owned the place but apparently his deal fell through, now he just hangs out there/works there. Lowell was dressed in some leather coat and a fishnet shirt and looked hot as fuck which pissed me off because he is kinda an asshole and I don't want to think he's cute.

They have a bar-back at Atomic, I think his name is Noah, who was wearing jeans, no shirts, and boxers. He was drooping like crazy and looked so goddamn awesome. I never saw a more hot site than this boy taking out the trash. Jesus. I thought I was going to spluge!

Anyway, Lowell talked to Xanna about how the place is now doing Ladies' Night on Wednesdays but he kept referring to it as a "Ladeez" night, as if that was some sort of illiterate euphemism for a lesbian night. I'm not sure what kind of crowd they are trying to attract there, but on Wednesdays, it's going to be $3 cover for females and $25 cover for males. They are also going to have some sort of retro DJ there.

I danced a bit with Ann, Suzanna and Amy and had a pretty good time. Got home at 4:30 completely worn out and exhausted.


Wednesday, I chilled at the crib and watched TV. "The Simpsons" Halloween special was even lamer than last year. The new John Goodman gay show "Normal, Ohio" was so loaded with gay jokes and references that even I got sick of it. It was just gay, gay, gay, gay, gay. But only mildly amusing. And there was absolutely nothing new or unique or interesting about it. What a poor excuse for entertainment. Finally, I caught the premiere of "The $treet," the new Darren Starr show set on Wall Street. The show stars Tom Everett Scott, apparently riding in on the coattails of last year's "Boiler Room" film and, one of my faves, Adam Goldberg. The storyline with Goldberg has him hooking up with a Xena impersonator and it is implied that she puts on a strap on when they go to bed. Later, he comes to see her again, implying that he was okay with this. The previews for the next episode had her trying to talk him into having a 3-way with another guy. Hmmmm... I may be watching this show for a while. Even if the rest of the show is stupid, typical pap, Goldberg seems primed to play a character discovering his bisexuality. That would be something new and interesting. Let's hope the show explores this area and doesn't just turn it into a passing fancy.

That reminds me too. When I went over to Xanna's the other day, she had a "Star" magazine that had a cover story about "Susan Lucci's Gay Shocker." When I asked Xanna what that was all about, she told me that Erika Kane's daughter, Bianca, is apparently going to be a lesbian. Wow!

I also got to catch the episode of Lube Tv where I cohosted with Mark Brauner while John Christensen was on the set of "American Outlaws." I know I'm an egotistical asshole - but I cracked me up. We filmed the segments over a month ago, so it had been some time since I saw them. I laughed my ass off at some of the things I said.


And that's a wrap for this time. Talk to you later. Lodger2000
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